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My mum was driving my sisters car friday last week we were heading to morrisions in Stirling my sister is a learner driver already passed her theory test ^^.

Anyway we were driving along the roundabout near KFC, there was a traffic jam and mum was driving because my sister gets easily uncomfortable drving when it's this busy.

Then suddenly this posh up-himslef office bloke rams into my sisters cars right side at the rear breaking her wheel trim and probably several other things and he rammed it quite hard, I was sitting in the back and I felt it and Iam sure that dipsh*t felt it too.

Then the tard tries to escape and hide in the petrol station near KFC, we followed him though and my sister came out and said quite firmly and calmly that he rammed her car and damaged it and the only response from the guy was 'I wasn't aware of it, I just came in here coz I thought my tire was burst' 0.=.o WTF man! what a lame excuse to get out of it or what!

My sister asked him again firmly to get out his car and he siad 'I'll just get out of the way over here' but he was trying to get out of it really and attempted to drive away and my sister yelled a little louder that if he didn't get out his car we'd call the police XD lol that made the guy think! XD

He made excuses about ice when there was no ice on the road and had the nerve to hang up on my mum on the phone a couple of times but we've got him to pay up in the end ^.=.^

feeling unwell and looks like it's going to be a miserable christmas in my family what with friends and family taking ill and deaths etc.

This dragoness is definetly feeling bah humbug :(

I was browsing around second life dragon pictures on flikr and came across pictures of my lost love Damien Huet.

I couldn't help it and just burst into tears, I just couldn't stop myself with my feelings of hurt, worry and regret.

I used to be partnered to Damien in SL, I didn't view him as a cheap skate never, I loved him for him, I was attracted to the RL him, we had a few things in common, similar taste in music, love of fantasy and gothic.

One day I found him hanging out with another girl in a passionate manner, he hurt me doing that and I told him how much he hurt me and he realized how much I felt for him and apologised.

We spent loving times in SL together, even though he lived in texas and I lived in UK I thought our long distance relationship would work out.

I then got another hurt moment when one day I discovered a picture of him and another girl in his room in a realm. I seeked friends of mine who had Damien DJ for them and discovered the owner of the picture as Guillotene Clowes.

Turned out that Guillotene Clowes was Damiens partner that dissappeared for a few mounths and had returned after being without internet, she was also hurt and I said to her how sorry I was that he hurt her and she said same to me and that Damien had been doing this reguarly, hanging with girls then forgetting about them when he felt like it.
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I was heartbroken and came back next day Damien didn't speak to me and then told me he wasn't ready for a relationship now, obviously had a run in with Guillotene.
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I left SL and spent days at home in grief, a few mounths later I got a message from him on my ps3 saying he was sorry and wanted to start our relationship again, I came back he was partnered to someone which broke me at first but he said he had spoken with her that he couldn't forget about me, she understood and I was put in his partner bit he then promised never to hurt me again.

Then a few days later he asked me if he could do a date auction in SL later just for fun, I battled with trust feelings but said ok. We then spent the rest of the day either as huge feral dragonsor he in his demon form and me in my anthropromorphic dragon form and then danced together in Avilon forest.

He then got a message from Guillotene Clowes asking him to speak in private, I got a whole thing of jelously and said wrong things that I never meant to both of them.

Yes I admit I was mainly thinknig about my feelings and not his I'll regret that now till the day I die..

Next day he takes me out his partner bit and I wanted to speak to him to say sorry for the things I'd said and ask if he'd like to talk about it. There was no answer I made matters worse by being agressive again *hates self*
he didn't speak to me and hid his online status.

I left SL heartbroken and in tears, a few days later I sent messages of apology to both of them and in damien's message how much I loved him and that I lost his trust.
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Still got no answer even today, I hate myself so much, I miss him so much he wa more than a comforter and freind he was my partner my love.

Friends have kept saying to me forget about him he's not worth bothering about he hurt you once and if he ever wanted u back he would do it again, but I don't want to give up how can people say that when they don't understand how I feel, how much Iam hurting inside.

Iam in a deep pool of depression ive stopped self harming coz iam doing more bad than good. I love himm I want hi mback but I fear iam too late and Ive lost him forever. I don't know what else to do.

I daren't return to SL or send messages for fear of him going further away I don't want to hurt him again ;.=.;

what do I do?

*curls up sobbing*

After ages warner bros have finaly done another cats and dogs film

Cats and Dogs 2 : Revenge of Kitty Galore is out next summer

Mr Tinkles isn't in this one, instead an evil hairless female cat 'Kitty Galore' plots to finish what Tinkles started and enslave all mankind. So Butch with the help of an old friend of his in New York 'Big Shot' the german shepherd they plan to foil Kitty Galores plans by doing something unthinkable, work as a team with the cats!

Iam definetly going to see this film along with 'How to train your dragon' ^.=.^

trailer: http://catsanddogsmovie.warnerbros.com/

darkwolfie, one of the members of staff of Anthrocon died at 6:25 am this morning from the H1N1 virus, condolences to his wife tashbear and close friends and family, he will be missed and may he rest in peace.

Been doing well in college but sometimes it can be trying coz the lecturers can be so damn rude to people!, My sister is learning to drive>

Iam also waiting in the post for an autograph from david tennant, I will be watching him tomorrow on 'Never mind the buzzcocks' definetly, Iam sad though that he is leaving Doctor Who I think he made a wonderful doctor and I don't like the new guy he looks too young to be the doctor >:(.

I will be getting my form to get a provisional driving licence to soon I will be able to join glasgow furmeets so look out for me guys ^.=.^.

Anyhoo that's all my new for now guys ^.=.^ *hugs all*

Well my cold is gone and I still feel miserable though, Iam dwelling on bad things that have happened in the past and every night I cry & cry. The only things ive got to try and dull my misery is art and video games. My sister doing her driving lessons soon so hopefully she'll be able to take me to confuzzled next year if not awhh well.
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I don't have many friends contacting me anymore and that also adds to my lonleyness ;.=.;.

My sister never wants to do things with me which doubles my upsets. The only things ive got to look forward to is getting my pre-ordered Assassin's Creed 2 on saturday next week and looking forward to getting 'The Last Guardian' the game created by the peeps who made shadow of the colussus in November 2010 and also looking forward the WOW 3.3 pathc when we'll FINALLY get to defeat Arthas the lich king and his frostwyrm Sindragosa later prob this year or next year.

Next year in September when 'WOW Cataclysm' comes out when we'll be able to fly in eastern kingdoms and kalimdor and the face of azeroth will be scarred forever and the horde get the goblins and the alliance get the worgen, I plan to make a female worgen DK when it comes out :3
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Anyhoo that's all for now, I hope eventually I can get paypal and get comissions I feels sads I get no art coz art = happy dragon.

I also gave proof of my AC2 pre-order on the 'live by the creed' s competition to get chance to get 2000 florins and a limited edition Assassin's Creed psp and assasins creed psp game :P, also if I get the psp I'll be able to get lil psp movies to play on the go :P
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that's all now *curls up shivering and sniffling*

Had an uneventful halloween had no candy :( wished I was at the furmeet everyone on UKFur organised today though but Mum wasn't happy me being around strangers, ugghh I'll be glad when I live by myself and go to Anthrocon,RBW & Confuzzed in the future *sighs* so this dragon half depressed atm and that all for now